Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Is there a Full Moon?...

I just feel like my world is a bit off kilter the last week. Is there a full moon or something that creating oddness in the world?

I had a cranky weekend stuck in my house due to the snow which is not necessarily odd, but still blizzard like conditions is not your every day stuff, at least not mine.

I have a Monday-Friday morning routine. I arrive at work, sometime on time, sometimes not. I unpack my work bag of lunch and such. Then I spend a few moments putting on my make-up (can’t seem to build that into my time before I leave the house and I’m too scary without it). I travel down the hall to get water from the fountain to make my coffee. Then I settle in to answer mounds of emails both personal and work. The majority are work; I don’t really get too many personal emails. After reading emails and answering a few work ones, I do a quick review of blogs. I click on Ms. L’s-sometimes there’s something new, sometimes not. I click on Ms. M’s-nothing new since October. I can only imagine that she and her family are sitting in their PJ’s watching cartoons all the time, otherwise why wouldn’t new information be posted on the blog? (just kidding, I’m sure Ms. M and family are insanely busy-kids will do that to you I hear.) Recently I’ve been clicking on Sleepy Scott, I have to say I found myself a bit disappointed when a new one is not to be found. Then of course Pioneer Women and others, depending on time available. I check MySpace if messages are there, vote for my card on the Hallmark site, and then surf CD101 to earn my points.

Are you a CD101 listener? It’s a radio station out of central Ohio, but you can listen online. If you listen and you hear the tips, let me know. I love using my points to watch free movies. I went last night to see Fools Gold, nothing to write home about, but Matthew for two hours is NOT a bad thing!

So yesterday I begin my normal routine and receive a very random personal message. I don't know why but I feel I should note, I don’t have internet or cable at my house. Everyone take a moment, yep that’s correct no cable and no internet and I survive just fine. Anyway, open the email and I have a message from an ex. He is getting married in May and is going to be a dad. Well yeah him, but why in the f*ck did he have to inform me? Is he trying to rub it in-neeneer, neener, neener- since I ended it with him? Or, is he under the impression we are still friends. I mean, it’s fine if he wants me to review his resume while his is applying for jobs, but really friends is a stretch. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want to be with this guy. He’s a clinger and way too much of one. Anyway, I guess because I’ve been in ultra mode, this just added to my insanity. The real insanity is that this guy can find a woman that wants to marry him after only dating for a few months and I’m still single. This is a horrible thought and but really, what?

Anyway, I emailed him back a nice PC email of “congrats-very happy for you”. I figured this would be the end, yeah for him, and if he was being an ass then-ha, I was nice about it. Today, my morning routine begins and I have another message from the ex, so I open it. Can you believe what it said? He invited me to the wedding! WHATTTTTTTT!!!!! 1. Is he insane? 2. Does his wife to be really want an ex at her wedding? 3. WHAT?!??!?!?!?!?! I didn’t have an answer to this email, so I simply deleted it. What was I supposed to say to that?

I have not stayed friends with most ex’s. I have contact with one but we have a longer history and it’s not like he is inviting me to his wedding. I think this goes to show, once it’s ended, it should be OVER! Friends does not work! I mean, I am awesome, I will admit it, but really to invite me to your wedding? I’m going to have to tune down my awesomeness I guess.

So, this is part of the reason why I ask if there is an odd shift in the universe.

Moving on…

I’m listening to Midwest Irish Radio today in prep for the upcoming holiday. I love the music and especially the accents when the DJ’s come on. Ah! I would email and request Fields of Athen Rye, but I not sure what mode they are in right now. I emailed once and they were on their fast music hour, but the DJ played if for me anyway. So nice! I just love the Irish. Why can’t I find myself a nice Irish man to use my awesomeness on?

So many questions.

3 comments:

Desi's Thoughts and Idea's said...

Maybe the ex is from the planet cling-on and he's just clinging on to the hope that you'll stand up and stop the wedding and demand that he marry and impregnante you on the spot. He must be stuck on stupid.

d

Anonymous said...

I agree with D. Thankfully, you are in no danger of becoming Mrs. Clingy. :) Now I understand why you deleted your MySpace comments.

Sleepy Scott said...

Hey! You mentioned me in your blog! I don't know what to say....

Wedding invite from an ex? Yes, deleting the message was the correct move.

Sorry. My blog postings have been infrequent since I've been on the road for work much of the last couple weeks.